Never To Be Forgotten

  Never To Be Forgotten  

 It’s been over three months since my daughter Cara Podenski cut me off from ALL communication with her and my grandson Everest. I sent him a gift and it arrived last week. It is an art set that I would have gone crazy for as a child .  It’s a Crayola kit and it has so many things. I would be jumping out of my skin at his age.  I was hoping he would love art as much as I do.

  

The point is I’m not going to give up. I’ve done everything I could possibly do to connect with my sister, Francine Mastini (aka Jayne Fury) and brother, and now that my mother and father are both gone well I’m an orphan. They managed to exclude me even to the point that They are going against my father’s wishes. My father left me a ship, but they have held it from me. It was in his will. There were also three cremation pots from my mother’s ashes and I have not received mine.

I do know that my Italian family love me unconditionally. 

I’ve said this so many times but I’m so glad that I was blessed with my father’s genes. My mother never said I love you hug me or kiss me and when I tried she would act very standoffish .  My siblings are the same way.  When I walked 

in the house my father’s face would light up and he would  say “there’s my sweetheart”.  Now I can honestly say that I was there for a special relationship with my parents.  My grandmother practically raised me.  My grandmother was Ioving and patient .  I was there every summer in my hammock reading books and scooping beetles off of rose buds.  She taught me how to cook and embroider, sew, knit and crochet.  I was very blessed. I believe that her love and protection kept me strong.  

I know that Everest would love to have me in his life. I’m his Nonna.  He needs to know me. How could my daughter (Cara Podenski) be so heartless.  My disease makes it very 
difficult both physically and emotionally to cope with every 
day tasks. I would love to know what I have done to deserve this treatment.  I was completely devoted to my daughter and my son. Unfortunately my son was put on a plane when he was 12 years old while I was at work. Who did it my sister. That is enough for me to .  He needs to know he has me in his life.  I don’t understand how my daughter and son in law could be so cruel. 
I will never stop trying. You know that Cara.   I have done nothing to deserve not being able to have my grandchild in my life. So Cara, where is your heart that was so loved by me. What happened to your heart?  I sent gifts to Everest all the time and you don’t even knowledge them. I know Everest will one day find this and I can tell you for certain he’s going to have questions. I will have lots of answers, but I don’t have any answers for your behavior. He will want to know the truth.  I have never met my own grandson who is now five years old. I’ve only seen him on 
Skype a few times and then out of nowhere my daughter 
said he will never talk or see Everest.  If your Grandfather was alive you would not be doing this. My brother and sister would not be doing this. You can only ignore what is going on for so long because your son is going to want to know me.